I'll write more, just one more year bro
from 15/12/2025, by dyn β 7m read
Let us have at least one post here in 2025, shall we?
What would it be about, you ask? Let us reflect on the past year of our lives and the choices we made, see what comes from within and what people who surround us brought into our life. Happiness, joy, the power of friendsh- ok no fuck that.

In a year I've done a lot, but at the same time it feels like I've done nothing. Should I randomly put sections about stuff I'm thinking about and hope you get enough information to feed off so I don't feel the need to write again for another 10 months?
I've been a student at 42 AngoulΓͺme for two years now; you can check out my codeberg organization for all the git repos of my overengineered and quite-broadly-themed projects. From binary packers to dynamic websites, games, (soon to be) polymorphic viruses, and operating system kernels, there's quite the stuff to be seen there.
I've finished the common-core on Febuary 4th 2025 with ft_transcendence, and I'm currently in the final months on an Internship I. It's been so fun getting to work on so many cool projects, and maybe at some point this website will see some of them pop up in a /projects/ section, who knows when I'll get that amount of motivation lol.
I've met lots of wonderful people from the different cohorts that have come by, and even online through the school's slack, or even on random discords, and it's genuinely been the coolest thing every. It's so exciting to be here and sharing knowledge about so much random stuff. s/o bonsthie my LLVM goat, get that compiler intership my guy.
overall great school
42/10 would recommend.
I've been dabbling in a little bit of devops work lately, and it's so fucking sick. Maybe that explains why I'm liking NixOS so much, huh? Always thought it was just the autism-
Learning new stuff is always so much fun, especially when my first thought when discovering Ansible or Vagrant was "ok but can i do that with nix?" (the answer is yes, yes you can).
In another area of the galaxy, after the 2 week Minecraft phase ended, I've tried a bit of Mace PVP. It's fun, unsure if it's actually something i want to get better at or if i'll get bored in 9 days but it's amusing.
Also, in the context of 42 projects, I've been doing Cybersecurity training and penetration testing as a hobby on random websites, and it's definitely something. like a 5.55/10 on the ranking of stuff i do.
uh what else to write here... idk...... moving on...........
oh no is the random blog fuck gonna get deep into private stuff on the internet?????
you wish. This is just the part of the blog post that tells you that I've been doing kinda-okay-ish. Paying rent and food is a thing, having a job is a thing, and time management is a bitch, but you already know all of that.
I've been experiencing a bit of burnout a few weeks at a time, nothing too serious but it's been a constant annoyance in the past months. Ideally I'd like to get some ADHD medication sometime between now and the heat death of the universe, but that sounds like hell, and I don't like cold places.
There's also this constant nagging feeling that I'm not being fast/productive enough, although I'm constantly reminded by the absolutely fucking wonderful friends that I have that it's probably fine 
brain dump aside, I'm happy to be where I am, I don't think I'd change much about it if I had to do it again. yeah, good ending, crazy.
This is a fucking mess, like genuinely.
The tech stack is good don't get me wrong, but coming back into it after a year is uh... weird. Maybe I'll get the hang of it.
Also for now I want to change a lot of it, there's a few missing features like search and tags, and ideally it'd be cool to be able to use it on mobile but eh.
I have a new username, yippie. I'm ditching the old one which was a relic of another username, which I stole from my cousin when he came by to play Metin2 with me when I was like 10.
I'm not doing any efforts to hide it or anything, it's the internet, you know. This isn't an active effort to hide myself or smth I just like the change is all. hehe.
Also against the wishes of basically everyone in my life I got a domain name to match, https://dynamicdispat.ch/ !!!!!
I need to remind myself to stop. fucking. buying. domains. I have like 10 of them already its a fucking addiction.
who cares its funny and cool and hip and tech aaaaaaaand i can call myself dyn which I think is pretty cute :3
There's entire fucking paragraphs and thousands of lines of code to be written about this fuckass project but I swear to god I'm gonna finish it. I don't care how many years it takes, I'm going to make this shIT WORK GODDAMNIT-
ahem.
I'll talk about this in a project page someday, and that day, I'll be very happy. For now? This is yet another unfinished project of mine with a reasonably sized feature scope and absolutely no design issue whatsoever.
There is absolutely no context here but if there's one thing to note, it's that this project is the culmination of what I want to be as a developer and maybe even in life: something tricky in a clever way, having the luxery of solving challenges nobody even asked for because it's fun, answering "because" when asked but why??
this is absurdly dramatic for a minecraft modloader lmao https://lumosmc.net/
thank you for reading all that yap (if you skipped to the end, fuck you
, but valid, who wants to read all that???)
i'm sorry to the 1 person that must have my website's RSS feed saved and saw a random 6175 character article from some random guy they probably forgot about spawn in their reader, that must be fun.
cya around y'all 
-dyn